Over a decade on from branding Lance Armstrong a “lying bastard” in the wake of his doping confession and lifetime ban from cycling, Bradley Wiggins has revealed that the controversial Texan has offered to pay for a week of special therapy in the US, saying that Armstrong is a “good man” who has a “heart under there somewhere”.
In an interview with Jake Humphrey’s High Performance Podcast, which saw him open up about his recent mental health and financial struggles, the 2012 Tour de France winner said he didn’t condone Armstrong’s doping, but argued the banned Texan’s misdeeds are “a bit disproportionate to what some people get away with in this world”.
Five-time Olympic gold medallist Wiggins joined Armstrong and his former Team Columbia colleague George Hincapie in Colorado during this year’s Tour de France to appear on Armstrong’s The Move podcast, two years after meeting up with the ex-US Postal duo, along with Mark Cavendish and Jan Ullrich, for a series of group rides and podcast recordings in Mallorca.
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And speaking to Humphrey, Wiggins said that Armstrong – who was stripped of his seven Tour titles in 2012 following USADA’s doping investigation – has offered support and guidance during the retired British pro’s much-publicised struggles with mental health in recent years.
“Lance has helped me a lot in recent years, more so this year,” Wiggins said. “Talking about therapy, he wants to pay for me to go to this big place in Atlanta, where you stay for a week, they take your phone off you. Lance was going to fund that for me. He’s a good man.
“That’s not to condone what he did, we all know that, but it’s a bit disproportionate to what some people get away with in this world. He’s got a heart under there somewhere.
He’s also got an ego the size of a house. It’s why he won seven Tours… well he didn’t.”
The 44-year-old said he initially told Armstrong that “I don’t need help, but thanks for the offer”, but says he could yet accept it.
“That was five months ago, but I’m considering speaking to him,” he said. “I wanted to get back to a semblance of order, without talking to someone… Now I know what I want to talk to a therapist about.
“I’ve got much more of an idea of the behaviour patterns I’ve been left with, what drives me, and where do they come from. I didn’t just want to go in there and say ‘Sort me out’.”
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Wiggins also told the podcast that the resentment he felt towards cycling following his retirement in 2016 stemmed from both his fractious relationship with his late father Garry, whose success as a track rider Bradley wished to emulate as a youngster, and the sexual abuse he allegedly suffered at the hands of former coach Stan Knight of the Archer Road club in west London.
“The biggest thing that has impacted me and the biggest thing I’ve come to terms with, the biggest thing that caused me the most amount of pain, was the fact I was sexually abused for three years by my first coach between the ages of 13 and 16,” the former Team Sky leader admitted.
“When I started to accept that, after I’d ignored it for 30 years, I realised that it was partially why I was successful. It was the greatest distraction I could have in those years.
“When I retired, I really resented cycling. I said a lot of times that I hated cycling because I blamed getting into cycling for the reason I met this guy. That was a real process for me. The five years of going through that.
“The interview I did with The Times meant four people came forward who were in the club at the same time, and that was a weight off my shoulders. There was an insinuation that I was lying about it, and that killed me.”
Discussing his recent financial troubles, which have led to him being declared bankrupt with unpaid debts of almost £2 million, Wiggins claims he was “fleeced left, right, and centre”.
“Money has never defined me or been my main priority. I wish it had been at times,” he said. “There were a lot of changes in tax laws and things, and I had professionals who were bending the books and stuff while I was still cycling. Up to 2012, they were exploiting my image and name.
“You get 10 years down the line and you realise you were a pawn in everyone’s game. There was a lot of professional negligence. It has been a learning curve.”
The build-up of a whole host of issues over the past decade, Wiggins says, culminated in a particularly dark period last year.
“There were some extreme moments, the last one was about a year ago – without going into too much detail, but I was in a very dark place, a very dark room, for many days,” he said.
“It was a hotel. My son [Ben], actually, was the one who intervened and really made me realise the self-destructive mode I was in, the damage I was doing to myself.”
However, Wiggins says he’s determined to deal with his issues, and is now back on his bike and attempting to take responsibility for his own life, saying he’s now in the “best place” he’s been his entire life.
“There always seemed to be something that was causing me issues,” he admitted. “I’ve realised now that there’s never going to be a clear path. There’s always going to be something happening.
“I was one of those people who wallowed in self-pity, especially after my career, asking why it always happened to me. I’ve realised that these things only become inter-related if you let them affect your behaviour.
“I was one of those people who would drink and I'd be late for something or not turn up for something and it would affect my behaviour.
“Now I’m in the best place I've been for 44 years of my life. That’s largely down to the fact I've been to the arse-end of the world. I’ve been in dark places at times, for various reasons.
“I’ve experienced extreme highs with my success, and other aspects of my life, but I’ve also experienced, like most of us, the other end of the spectrum.
“I’ve spent five years sorting it out in my mind. I’ve finally taken responsibility for my own life. I’m not in a position where I’m playing the blame game. I think my best years are yet to come.”
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"SUV driver deliberately rams e-bikes and kill rider after pursuing them"
Road rage or personal motives?
I stopped giving any credit to MSM after their lies about Iraqi WMDs, never an excuse despite the death of a million Iraqis and United Nations weapons inspector David Kelly... of course the lies didn't start at this time.
I stopped believing them over four decades ago, when all (ALL!) the local media described our suspension by the management as a strike.
Classic non-apology apology from the Beeb initially: sorry if you did not appreciate how we chose to cover this issue initially
I did put a complaint in to the BBC with an hour of the story. Surprised they have amended it.
And it must be an electric motorbike unless the claim is it was an epac tandem.
Most likely was, although many e-cargo bikes have the capacity to seat a passenger on the back.
BBC reports are ambiguous as to whether it was one e-bike or two e-bikes.
This is within 2.5 miles of where I live, and I can't put it out on local cycling networks without knowing the detail we have.
I know one couple from that area who have been riding a tandem averywhere for many years. Not them, though.
Bloody BBC.
Been onto the police officer, and she is unable to tell me whether the 'e-bike' was a tandem, a motorbike, a moped or something like an e-Brompton.
This sounds like it's under the "tell limited info to the public" practice, and she just isn't allowed.
So what am I supposed to tell the local cycling Facebook book I moderate about their risks of being run down in a popular cycling area, which is a route to off road MUPs and Harwick Hall?
FFS !!
(Forced to punt, I'd guess at something like competition amongst drugs suppiers and it being something like a Sur-Ron, but that's a careful guess.)
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